I think about everything and everything before i go to sleep every night.

And half the time i end up asking myself whether i'm doing the right thing for that day, or rather, have i been doing the right thing all along and is what i'm getting to what i really want. Most of the time, it's not. I have the answers for myself but i push them aside quite a bit.

Why don't i just start to say what i mean and learn to mean what i say?
and why don't people just start to do what they promise? - it's annoying because when i think that people don't remember their promises cuz it's taking too long, it turns out that they actually do.So i'll start feeling guilty for doubting them.
Is it my problem or is it theirs?

anyway, i'm feeling rather hearty today cuz i literally smiled my day through.