PHOON's

2010-03-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

MOVED:

http://junph.tumblr.com

2010-03-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

[ プン] phoon says:
do u think i can spray fragrance in my fan?

Hi Qiu says:
yea yea yea yea
HAHHA
i spray on cotton then i hang it in front of the fan
then will have the fragrance already
MUAHAHHA

sorry but we grew up talking like that.
<3

2010-03-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

I'm not leaving the pool until i get my usual number of laps done tomorrow.
And BFF is not gonna make me end up with just a little more than half of what i aim to complete.
That was what happened last week.
:((((((

ohgod i really cant stop eating.
I EVEN BINGE ON XBC( XIAO BAI CAI)
Nobody eats xbc like i do i promise.
I can even eat them after they're boiled in water, without any seasoning whatsoever.
I finished like TWO PACKETS of those over dinner even my mom's shocked.
one packet of xbc is what A WHOLE FAMILY usually consumes.

Well, that's usually what happens when i'm not exactly happy with my life.

AND FRI'S PAPER'S MEANINGLESS.
If i had a wish now, it'll be to kill prataman.

2010-03-02T23:49:00.004+08:00

The past few days have been very bad.
Boredom is an understatement.
I want to go out to play.

一直提醒自己不可以飘得太高，因为我真的会忘了怎么降落, 都以平常心对待就好。

2010-02-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

THEY FLEWWWWWW! :(

2010-02-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

" I realised you get very angsty when you eat alot. And you are even more scary when you don't have enough sleep!"

From tomorrow onwards, i am going to keep all the bak kuahs away from my sight.
And apologise to myself every hour for eating so much over cny until the lunar 15th.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2010-02-16T02:46:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY.

This year, the gran, her kidsss and grandkidsssssss spent ours at a fishing village.

We had our share of sunrise and sunset.

And a wow wow wow nicely furnished humongous house which is not suppose to exist in a fishing village.
(i've gotten mentally ready to embrace the wooden planks as beds and rocks as pillows)

2010-02-16T02:13:00.000+08:00

extraaa caloriesss worth 5kg.

孔明灯???She's veryveryveryveryveryvery pretty!!!
ANDDDDDDDDD. Her 弟弟 really look like leehommmmm know!

And yesssss, hourrrsss of F.I.R.E.W.O.R.K.S, in the nightsky directly above our heads while we're busy playing poker and losing big bucks :(

I almost didn't feel like coming back.

可能是因为我对某些人太残忍了，太爱把人玩残，所以现在轮到我。

因为真的搞不清楚，每天心里一直在与自己对话的我，一直想着自己错在哪里。

一直在想说自己真的不是一个很有趣的人，越想就越觉得自己很无趣。

最讨厌自己总是只会坐着听你说，虽然真的有好多跟你一样无聊搞笑的事，认真沉重的事，想要像你一样分享，但又害怕你会不想听，更讨厌自己不想回答就连应也不应的态度。应该是我的错，因为什么都不说，开心不表现，生气不表示，所以才会有今天的局面。

虽然不同，但一些友情好像也是这样子。

2010-02-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

I really love bakuah and sweet popcorns and banana nut crunch.

I'm feeling very happy and loved because kaz's back.
WITH GIFTS!

2010-02-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

I think about everything and everything before i go to sleep every night.

And half the time i end up asking myself whether i'm doing the right thing for that day, or rather, have i been doing the right thing all along and is what i'm getting to what i really want. Most of the time, it's not. I have the answers for myself but i push them aside quite a bit.

Why don't i just start to say what i mean and learn to mean what i say?
and why don't people just start to do what they promise? - it's annoying because when i think that people don't remember their promises cuz it's taking too long, it turns out that they actually do.So i'll start feeling guilty for doubting them.
Is it my problem or is it theirs?

anyway, i'm feeling rather hearty today cuz i literally smiled my day through.

2010-02-04T23:12:00.004+08:00

I've always thought it's ridiculous and unrealistic, yet some people really take ten years to search for a person that they've missed.
I'm awed.

Anyway,

My shanghai ladies are back.
And melb boys are coming back next weeeeeeeeek!!
Can't wait!

2010-01-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

We should just sit back and expect nothing out of our daily lives sometimes.
Because then, every little thing that occur will seem so much more wonderful.

Aww retail therapy works best after all :)

2010-01-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

Phoon, 왜 그런 말 했어?
왜 그랬어?
뭐?!?!!!!!!!!

나미치겠다.

2010-01-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO'S SICK STILL EAT NON-STOP?!

I'm actually very angry with myself.
I've finally came up with resolutions for the year.

1. No food allowed in school except apples and orange juices.
2. Sandwiches or one stick of finger food only applicable on tuesdays' classes.
3. Swim even if i only got ten minutes of sleep the previous night.
4. Do not finish my food.
5. Do not succumb to Mcspicy.

Stop telling me korea fed me well.
I KNOW THAT ALREADY.
:(

2010-01-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

HI. MY TV JUST EMITTED SMOKE WHILE I WAS TYPING THE PREVIOUS ENTRY.

:(

2010-01-14T01:19:00.005+08:00

Back from a random supper with jy, how i've missed him and our constant rumblings about every single thing. I'm not born a bitch you see, it's just that i have friends who shape me into it. Teehee.
I want to meet up with a lot of people.
Just a few days and i'm missing almost everybody.

Tons to unpack and laundry to settle.
Gifts to sort and shop for clothes.
Hydrate my skin and lose those pounds i've gained!

Korea was fantastic.
"Korea Sparkling!"

Much to update once i get those photos up!

2010-01-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

2 more dayssss!!!!

2010-01-04T15:44:00.005+08:00

Everyone has a decent new year post and i don't.

You should come see the mess in my room.
And the list of things i have to do before the trip.
No time to even pay my sleep debt.

I hate it when people talk to me just to irritate me.
Maybe it's just that i find them irritating.
I want to sew their lips up.

2009-12-28T22:59:00.008+08:00

若抱住别作梦未得宠
看到的听到的不要信
遗憾是闭起眼时
至望到世间多少暗涌
爱得深说得真别感动
再锥心再刻骨不觉痛
无奈是两手相拥
也是觉得冰冻

Everyone should just watch this drama series and love the theme song altogether. All the ladies look like fairies, even the old women. I define it as a must-watch-drama only if you're watching it in cantonese. Forget about it if they're gonna be speaking in chinese.

Some people are just too smart for me to decipher so i've thus given up. Busybusybusybusy week ahead. No wonder the entire fam couldn't stop whining about the lack of time. It's back to school tomorrow and i really dread school so much i don't know why, there's nothing worth looking forward to except the company. Plus i have to see disgusting faces tomorrow omg yuccccks. Did i did i mention that i'm so eggcited to see my fav kid this coming sunday?!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

ahh. sharlot yap is damn cute you know!

2009-12-25T23:04:00.004+08:00

If you were to ask me, the past week hasn't been fantastic compared to the last. Maybe it's just one of those cases where life had been EXTREMELY good and suddenly you're being thrown back to reality with nothing that great to look forward to.Plus the fact that today's christmas - i'm home, except for that little usual dinner with ebenzertoh preaching on me and the totally chaotic christmas morning with the folks which left me in a very lousy mood.

It's not truly right for me to say that i have nothing to look forward to, because there's kimchi land waiting for me in eleven days time. Yet, it's not exactly nice when you've got your parents being angsty and bugging you for answers and solutions to problems which you never knew existed. Then there's your mom being very excited and popping into your room parading the different coats from your wardrobe and in the end you two end up in a fight because she wants to be the one wearing your favourite zara coat. I hate it when people say i spite my mom a lot because i've done nothing of that sort. I'm just minding my own business then there comes a point where minding your own business is so wrong, because it's equivalent to not giving a damn about anything that's happening. That's not all. I'm supposed to pack light, go light, no fanciful pretty hot pink towels, ten outfits are not allowed and cosmetic pouch's supposed to consist only of 3 items - mission impossible. So when you say that you have no idea what you're gonna pack into that suitcase, you're at fault again. The only consoling factor for me at the moment is, jasmineqiu's coming along! :)

Ohohoh! Y'know, i received this pretty nice text from i-don't-know-who which's really sweet. Up till now i still don't know who that person is except the fact that he or she might know me quite well. So i got this suggestion from eben that i can just delete all my contacts and keep all numbers anonymous so that i'll get excited for every text that comes in. Rubbish, but it's really an idea huh?

Merry Christmas?

Hell no.

2009-12-22T23:14:00.004+08:00

People are making me feel obliged to blog about this.

1. I've never knew how to cut birthday cakes properly since the day i was born.

2. Fuckin delicious birthday cake.

I've had the best twentieth celebration one could have asked for-

presents and presence.

Both are equally important.

I was really glad i got to celebrate my birthday with the people i really wanted to until the end of the day i was so tired out post-birthday was just extreme fatigue.

My friends really went all out to satisfy the materialistic side of me.

Every single present was really nice because everything was what i liked, AND WANTED.

This made me feel so wonderful walking along the streets after the dinner because i have so muchhhhhh shopping bags that i needed a helper to carry it for me.

This is not some hypocritical talk that i'm giving now okayyy.

I really appreciate the fact that these people around me know my preferences and got me presents that i'll use very often (even though 70% said that they fuckin squeezed their brain juice dry thinking of what to get me awwww so sweet)

The next amazing thing is that everyone actually turned up in black and white for the dinner it's an unspoken consensus that i love monotones. It's wonderful to have two different groups of friends sitting at the same table having dinner and it's even better when you have great pals like jasssss and jiaa to be the buffer zones.

SNEAKY BITCHES,

who actually planned a lil surprise for me secretly when i rmbed asking jia not long ago if she'd want jas's number or smth and she said

" NO IT'S BETTER WE KEEP A DISTANCE"

yuckks woman yuckkks.

credits to dearessst jassssss for allowing me to see my hideous self in the sec school days by digging out the past photos and making little surprises throughout that day in the most natural manner ever seriously i have the best bff in the world lor i'm gonna make each and everyone of you jealous hahaha love my jas so much.

and my lovely brother who's gonna make a good boyfriend because he remembers things that i love which i myself even forgets plussss the fact that i don't really remember his birthday!

THE BOTTOMLINE IS.

I LOVE THE PRESENTSSSS HE GOT ME.

<33

AND

loveliest yuhbohhhhhh who dropped by just for a photo plus 5 mins worth of bitching i feel so honoured okayyy.

quotes her: love you ttm.

not to forget, overseas calls from melb and prague when the clock struck twelve, in the wee hours of the morning when i was in bed and the monsterous laughter from shanghai.

little texts from people all around.

AHHHH.

i couldn't have felt more touched and loved.

SEEEE BIRTHDAYS ARE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE.

AND PRESENTS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT IN EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAYS.

2009-12-15T02:00:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, i feel it's really no use trying so hard to get all the credits from every single person, when you want to be number one in everything, doesn't it makes you feel worn out???
Because you try so hard to be everyone's priority, you don't realise that you're only an option to people out there. Hi there, get a life.

Ahhhh, I have only one week,
To learn how to make a pizza?

HI. MY 20th BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN 20HRS TIME.

AWWWWWE :)

2009-12-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

What i really need to do now is to get myself a glass of water, an apple.
Sit down. calm down.
and think about how wonderful my personal mulan is.

:)

2009-12-11T17:28:00.003+08:00

You know, i really love my bro a lot.
The thing that i love most about him is when he asked me what present do i want for my birthday! HAHAHAHA. It's not just about that. We're really pretty close, to the point where mom had to complain to dad about us not giving a damn about her anymore because we just communicate between ourselves. He's just damn cute luh! :)

I happened to be on the same train as this acquaintance of mine on my way to school yesterday. She's so pretty and i'm sure she knew that i was stealing glances at her throughout the train ride, because i'm quite interested in knowing what exactly did she do to make herself BECOME so pretty.

Life has been treating me good recently. With a break from the assignments i'm really quite thankful that i get to catch up with old friends and meet up with people i gave my promise to long ago. Yet, some people just refuses to meet up not because you have no time, it's because you refuse to make time. Work is really not an excuse anymore, i'm so sick and tired of it i figured out that the next time i see her, we'll probably talk about how's work yes how's your work and how bad the weather has been recently (WHERE'S THE MONSOON SEASON!?), cuz that's what people really talk about when they drift apart.

Despite all these, my friends are of such importance to me cuz i really reallly reaaaaallllllly have greatgreatgreat friends who're so making me look forward to the rest of december and celebration with the rest of the people. First one was with yuhboh love her truckloads she's like a gem! ANDDDDD i must give extra credits to WEI he's the sweetest friend i can find on the planet plsssss!!! Righhtttttt. I'm super eggcited about everything and the people i'm gonna meet sooon.

On the other hand, i've been on credit for dayssss it's time to start going back to the kids again.
and how can i forget to add that, i've gotten myself a haircut which is making me, pretty much in love with myself teeeeheeee.

2009-12-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

我投降。

2009-12-06T20:50:00.004+08:00

if you listen intently, you'll be able to hear how carefully the guy is singing his part.

AND THE GIRL IS SO PRETTY CAN?!!!

2009-12-03T01:22:00.001+08:00

Let's have a bet shall we?
I'll like to bet that nobody in this world hates starbucks.

2009-12-01T23:22:00.003+08:00

very pretty.

December's here.

I've waited 334 days for this ok.

It's so joyous everywhere with the christmas lightings and everything going on.

This officially means that i can go get my hair done, do my nails, buy outfits, shop for christmas, prepare for mails to be sent overseas for the loved ones, celebrate birthdays, look forward to my burfffffday, do a lovely xmas, spend a lot and after decmeber comes jan - muchhhhhh more eggcited abt that.

For my birthday this year, can i have presents?

I want to celebrate it with a lot of people, and given that 4 of my closest friends are not in town, can you people start arranging dates with me?

If not i'll probably feel depress and die.

We can do simple meals and have the greatest talks of the universe, i just want to see your faces.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

Don't treat me to meals

I WANT PRESENTS.

i don't mind getting just a tissue paper with a smiley face on it but i just want presents.

Satisfy the materialistic side of me okay?

It's amazing how excited i feel this year about december.

I don't normally feel very excited over my birthday(ok maybe i do?) but definitely not as much.

This december, i have bigbig plans everyweek and i'm going to make big wishes bigbigbigbig wishes that i'm confident of

making them come true.

whoo even the sound of december seems pleasing to the ears.

ps: i was joking about the tissue paper,

don't make me

see you in a different light.

HAHAHA

2009-11-30T23:24:00.004+08:00

i'm a 100% sagittarian- really. it's so scary. i have EVERY SINGLE TRAIT.

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i'm going to blog rubbish.

jia says i'm a fish we're all fishes seo in young is a fish too watch ep24 okay? we all play with bubbles like bluepbluepbluep. weiyu is an alien he loves watching weird alien movies like avatarrrr and i caught mulan today it's soooo good. i'm waiting for my bread if my bro doesnt get it i won't have breakfast for tomorrow then i'll have to eat garlic bread you know, next i'll have have to swallow ONE BOX OF ECLIPSE then i'll get diarrheoa. seee i think i can spell diarrheoa... i instigated qiu and cong to runaway from lecture ytd and i think we caused a commotion it's best i dont be late tomorrow. kajakajakaja. recently, i've been smiling a lot i'm in lalaland i smile to strangers i smile even to kids even though i thought they were irritating at the back of my mind, i smile to sleep i smile when i wake up i smile so much i have insomnia because i can't concentrate on sleeping?! HAHAH RUBBISH. i shout at my mommy less and i bitch less about my daddy to my brother i love my brother more i get angsty less often. i dream about how nice december is and how much nicer jan's gonna be and how much better and more happening feb's gonna be. y'knw, i know what people are gonna say next what they're gonna do next and i laugh to myself the moment it happened.

rubbishhhhhh.
everyone's playing game so many games to play mehhhh everyone's NOT REPLYING ME.

2009-11-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the things some people say bothers me quite a bit, i really would love to give them a wtf face but i control myself. It's all about tolerance isn't that so? Maybe i should learn the art of tolerance, especially to people close to me. I'm really not good at giving constant attention to the same person for a long period of time, i suck at it. It becomes irritating to me after a long time ok i know i'm a very bad person.

I was reading one of the regular blogs and i was very amazed at how she blogs. i think she's pretty and she's got her own way of thinking it's become a habit to follow her entries. and i really agree with her when she said that people should be warned of the dangers of letting someone be important to you.

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My maternal side relatives are the loveliest people ever.
Just came back from the fam bbq and i was obsessed with being the cook.
You see, the rationale is that, if i cook i will be too busy to sit down and eat. SO MUCH.
whereas if i sit down and talk to people, i'll eat and talk and drink and eat and eat and eat and eat. Yes let's not be too ambitious, but i need to shed a few pounds before jan. and fuck i burnt my fingers in the stupidest way ever i have to say goodbye to my nail colors for a few days.

I want to watch movies. Every movie possible.
I want to sleep early. Without having to toss and turn for hours.
I want to read my notes and study for my tests. Without procrastinating and feeling lazy.
But all in all, i've been really happy recently, despite the fact that i've got a lecture tmr.

truth is, my fingers are not hurting as much alrd.
YA LUH YA LUH I'M ATTENTION SEEKING LUH.
:D

2009-11-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

LOFT STYLE LIVING

I was at the library looking at architecture and design books.

impressive.

white white white white white bedrooms.

with earth colors toiletries and decors.

2009-11-24T13:20:00.003+08:00

and the most important corner in the apartment will be the toilet.

ok i've always have an obsession with pretty toilets.

and everytime i go to somebody's place, i'll be very eggcited to look at his/her washroom.

it kinda reflects what kind of person he/she is, or what level of cleanliness does that family possess.

this is gorgeous.
come back from a walk and dip yourself in the bath straightaway!

marry someone wealthy so you can have a pool in your room.

ok this is my favourite.

have a dip, then go to bed.

:)

2009-11-23T22:39:00.007+08:00

Morning lecture's cancelled i don't have to rush any assignments tonight that's about the best thing in the world right now.
I'm richer today i haveeee more money to spend i can now worry about clothes - which ones to get..
Comfortably masking and happily texting the melb idiots being very eggcites about everything.
Also, watching solbi makes me feel so happy and andy is balding this fact makes me giggle.
Love song's such a nice song - makes you want to hop around in poncho!
I'm very healthy today because i had so much oats i just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel healthy.
It's a consolation i fuckin ate a tonne last week i suspect there's wormmmms in me.
Everyone's jolly at home too.
I'd love to do loft-style living.

I'm in lalalalalalalaland.
whatever that's happening now i'm gonna just embrace it as it comes along.
happiness doesn't really last i realised, or rather, it's forgettable.
LALALALALA - LALALALALA - LALALALALALALALALALALA
( if you can make out the tune!:))

2009-11-22T17:56:00.001+08:00

I'm intrigued to get this camera.

2009-11-19T20:54:00.007+08:00

Rone was complaining about his phone bill being too costly, tell me about it.
Mine was so bad this month my mom refused to clear the debts for me i'm gonna survive on grass already.

2012 was such a good movie it kinda leaves an impact on me, not the usual environmental protecting kind but rather, " this looks like a good way to die....."
This thought was running in my head the whole time i was in the movie.
I'm not sucidal.
Just that, it seems like it's a quick and easy death with so many people dying the same way you'll feel less fearful of death?
Maybe the world can end when i'm 87 years old.
Alright maybe it's just me with this mindset.
I love happy and crazy people.

Right now, i shouldn't be typing away here and glueing my ass to this chair oogling about how pretty solbi is. What i really need to do is, think of a way to digest lecture notes for the past two months and complete assignmentssssss by this weekend and then study for my testsssss next week. I only have 3 days to do so i don't even have time. Did i even mention that i rlly abhor half of my lecturers. bloody hell. wish me luck.

NOBODY WANTS TO WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY WITH ME.
KNS.

my bro's gone mountain climbing and i kinda miss him!

2009-11-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hello world.
Life has been pretty exciting with a break from assignment and dates-packed schedules to follow.

Met up with yuhboh last wed for her 21st pre-celeb( the actual's TODAYYYY :)) ! I've been praising coffee club quite a bit after i've tried their banana frap or something, erps i forgot the exact name but they serve nice HOT COFFEE. Now, i want to say, they serve very nice main courses tooo! Bitching with yuhboh's just awwwww - love.

Digressing a bit, i've quit using the word- awesome. Everybody's using it it's not cool and nice to me anymore. It sounds irritating to me now actually.

Next, i met kazzie to bring ash for grooming before he flew on sunday night and now my buds' busy swapping flies in melb. I'm secretly praying that both he and joe'll be back in time for my 20th. THEY'RE ALWAYYYYYYYYS MISSING IN DEC. no xmas no birfffdays MISERS STINGY MISERS.
I met ced and jacq for dinner tooo! but i forgot which day it was.

Yesyesyes.

This was yesterday i was dying to meet cone and rannnnnnt. Such familiarity talking to her every single time. But i practically went home with nothing. No mags no accessories no clothes no nothing everything.

Met eben for a short while this afternoooooooooooooon tooo and i had so much food i'm exploding.

OK. I HATE KIDS.
I was forced by mom to help the little one shower this evening, i'm pretty sure he ended up with more than 50 slaps on his arms. Companies should stop stop stop improving dvd players and everything, stop creating dish washers and come up with BABY WASHERS. Then moms won't have to bathe their kids anymore! Just throw them into the machine and they'll be nice smelling and clean in 10minutes. Throw in some POWDER SPRINKLER and maybe CLOTHES HELPER so moms won't even have to dress the kids! THIS IS FEASIBLE believe me, ten years down the road, when half the population's consisting of working mom's, you'll see how great my idea is. GENIUS. Kids are very irritable ok, maybe adorable at times. Like... when he's singing thomas and friends.

I've got only two lectures next weeeeek this is such a joy.
Shopping with the brother tomorrow, can't wait!
I'm so broke omg it doesn't help when BC's collections are all so gorgeous.

TV AND BNA NUT CRUNCH!

2009-11-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Old friends know best.
<3

2009-11-02T22:23:00.010+08:00

I, can never do with insufficient sleep. Like today, is totally ruined. On a sidenote, i have pretty free days in november so dates can start calling in on me! But i'm broke so date me only when you're intending to treat me to meals. hahaha.
This week's exciting i have a couple of things lined up!!!

To be frank, I NEED TO VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS TOO.
cone.. :(

2009-10-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

I won't be so stupid to say everything here will I?
Some things need to be done discreetly sometimes.
Little secrets open the path to success.

Alright! I spent the whole day at home today... erm sleeping. Until dinner with the parents.
The two males at home are obsessed with hairgrowth. My dad just spent a bomb on some shampoo from japan while the younger one is looking forward to a bob i guess, and believes that some random solution from japan kobe aids in lengthening at a faster speed.

I need a new hair colour. The roots are showing yucks.

Ok. The boys recommend durians later.
YES DURIANS!!!

2009-10-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

I NEED TO SHOP.
Last sat, jaeeeechan and shaeeehuang and i scanned the town for hours but found nothing to buy.
nothing.
no clothes.
no shoes.
no clothes.
no shoes.
I'M GONNA WEAR RAGS TO SCHOOL SOOOOOOON!

ok i love food.
and earlier this evening i was supposed to meet zyz for DESSERTS and i ended up with curry rice instead now i have a big round tummy which goes pokpokpok! I LOVE ZYZ YOU KNOW AIGOOOOOO SHE'S SO CUTE OMG I LOVE ZYZ LIKE HELLO I'VE LOVED HER SINCE I WAS FOURRRRTEEEN.

SEE. WASIBI BEEF SANDWICH AND ROASTED DUCK WRAPS WITH SMELLY PURPLISH SALADS. AND ALL TIME FAVOURITE CLAM CHOWDER. i should go be a member with soupspoooon!

IT'S SLURRRRRRRRRRRPPPPY IT'S SLURRRPY and sexyy pouts!

alright anbi's pretty funny.
goodnight!

2009-10-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

Made up my mind to get the blueberry and apple flavoured one too. I'd be willing to just munch on this for breakfast lunch dinner supper. Such nice cereals with grain clusters that means oats! Actually i kept picking and digging for the grain clusters to munch on.

People, i need my social life back.

2009-10-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

Grey eyebrows and circle lens.

It's ironical how my bo (bimbo) hates the weather over at her side and how she dislikes almost everything there while some people who wants her place so much never gets it. I just came out of the shower and so did she, so we suggested sending each other out-of-shower photos since i've never seen her w/o makeup before!

HAHAHAHAHAH.
Ok. People don't believe me when i say i have uneven eyes with uneven double eyelids and i have uneven eyebrows when i don't have make up on. BELIEVE ME NOW.

" i'm trying to help! you'll lose all your friends if they see you like that, NO EYEBROWS AND BIG SMALL EYES!!"

Stupid bimbo's fuckin proud the pupil enlargement and grey eyebrows she drew.
kns. Haiyer i miss her i want her to fly back now as much as she wants to.
and i love my doraemon singlet okkkkk! chanjaeyoo stop mocking at me.

ANYWAY.
I was reading BT's blog she's so pretty leh so pretty so pretty omg so pretty. She has some sort of resemblance to fannn!

okayyy.
I'm seriously considering switching to lj.

goodnight.

2009-10-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

Look at those whip cream on the maccha.

and the usual frap in a paper cup, which makes the starbucks staff question me a lot,

with an inquisitive gaze.

this was breakfast this morn with jy,

not to mention he's not a safe driver really.

shopped for necessities with mom in the evening and the bill came up to quite an ugly figure.

this woman ( my mom) spends without blinking.

me: " miiiii! This is so not worth! DAMN EX LUH."

mom: " no i like it, so i want to buy!"

it's a switch of roles when i go out with her really.

Ok i finally found my hotpink bath towel at reasonable price and the colors were so pretty i ended up with four bath towels when i needed only 1. My mom was instigating me into it. Ok nevermind. We need towels until the day we die, so now i have hot brightly colored towels which makes showering happier.

2009-10-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Blog it!

as jaeee chan suggested.

Ok, i just received a letter from UOL Board of Examiners to congratulate me.
Seriously considering to throw this letter into the turban lecturer, N's face, show a smirk and tell him i'm heading down to town!

:))))))

2009-10-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

Need to start recognising faces. I've been having people wave and smile at me, of course i return the courtesy, but at the same time, i'm trying hard to recall who they are even though they look familiar. I find it pretty fun though, it feels like you're waving to strangers.

Okay basically i spent the day with kaz today. I was at his house by 8 for my swim and i swear i'm aching all over now, OLD ALRD REALLY. Waffles over at some nice cafe in northbridge and desserts in the evening. Kazzie was literally my chauffeur sending and picking me up from assignments today i love to be driven around, don't ask me to drive. On the way home, i was telling him that i'll sleep early tonight like at 12 and i'll wake up earlier to curl my hair to school and if i screw the curls up i'll scrunge my hair up, still a good old jun. HAHAHA. Yes i love my being superficial like that. Ashley attempted to attack me, because i was commenting that the caviar dog food she was gonna have for lunch looked delicious. Dogs understand human language really, and this is the response when you try to snatch their food. HAHAHAH OHYES. JOE TAN IS FREAKING AFRIAD OF DOGS. lol. well, actually i think boys are the cutest when they're afraid of dogs. HAHA really damn cute.

I'm still veryvery obsessed over the lam fung song i think it's on repeat mode like 100times per day.

And i learnt that people can be all heartless and cruel, without warnings or signals.
I've got a fuckin headache

2009-10-10T00:06:00.008+08:00

如果可以恨你
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲

2009-10-06T23:34:00.005+08:00

The woman who's equally obsessed about oral hygiene.
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i have a lot to blog about.
today first.

--
i love today.
i saw my cgang
and i had my currypuffffff in school.
i had nice homecooked dinner,
eating is bliss.

i was having my marketing lecture when i received
16 missed calls.
ok i was horrified and super pissed off like which idiot calls you 16 times?!!!
IN AN HOUR.
and when i called back, the funniest thing happened.
apparently i lost my wallet and i didn't know.
And the guard, upon finding my wallet started calling me,
and was super ganjiong when i kept missing his calls.

guard: " you uh, don't know you lose your wallet? other girls uh, i call once they pick up alrd, cuz they anxious know! i called you for an hour you didnt pick up, you not ganjiong I GANJIONG LEHH!"

i swear, jas's laughter was horrible upon hearing this.
Ok he sounded rlly ganjiong over the phone,
when i was just nonchalent.

guard: " check check your visa ic all inside not, money correct?"

actually i don't know how much i have inside my wallet.
OH WELL.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I GOT MY WALLET BACK.

and talking to emmoooohairboy with black rim specs'

entertaining and heartwarming.

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i love meat.
and salads.
i love food.

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i was asking mommy causally.
" what will do if i wanted a nose job?"

" huh you cannot swim cannot sleep like how you're sleeping now then nose very sensitive lehhh, but if you have money then go lor."

see. open minded.
If i'm a mommy, i'll give my daughter money for plastic surgery, as long as she's happy.
mild ones luh, NO BREAST ENHANCEMENTS.

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i want to tell you everything that happens everyday,
but the thing is
we're too similar.
we are what we don't want to find in other people.
it's like conversing with ourselves.
as much as we want to talk, we end up having nothing to talk about.

being similar is not all that great.
i abhor this i really do.

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wednesday baby wednesday is coming.
i want my mosburger i want my sushibuffet i want my redbean ice and cabonara.
i want my sssaaaannnngchoo with bbq pork i want my hokkaido icecream.
i want biscuits like pocky and chocolates like timtams.
and strawberrymarashmellows from muji.

2009-09-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

I finished reading the article.
I could read a million more times.

So extravagant, yet so simple.
So attention seeking, yet so discreet.
So surreal, yet a reality.

2009-09-25T23:41:00.005+08:00

I TOOK A QUIZ ON FB.
AND IT ASKED ME TO MARRY A FARMBOY.

what crap. where do i find a farmboy in sg? boys who play farmville they mean? hahaha then i know whooo! it's a sign. lol wtf.

someone has to help me cuz i can't stop craving for sweet stuff to eat, like really sweet stuff and i broke half my nail today and spent two bucks (which i could jolly well buy a packet of nice strawberry stuffed marshmellows from muji) on toto after jas told me about the 9million prize. But on the other hand, i met kazzie for a chat after what seemed ages ok i realised i'm so busy i don't have time for almost anyone except jas? lol basically we're meeting everyday we're turning into a couple. I keep promising to meet this and that who everybody but i just don't keep to my promises i'm gonna become friendless if this carries on. Then again, friends should understand that, right now, money and sleep is more important to me. Oh yes, i've been trying to unlock my maingate with my ez-link card. Like put it there for 3seconds, then " oh i should be using my keys!" trance.

ok i'm tired of punching holes and stringing up the notes. I didn't mention that poa is a bore and the lecturer is rlly bad, did i?

oh whatever. i'm going to dream about the happy marriage with my farmboy now.

2009-09-22T21:24:00.001+08:00

Don't you think that eyes that shines and shimmers even behind those glasses are amazing?
Yes, indeed.
Glasses are cool, in this case.
And whiteee teeth straight teeth..
Maybe it's in the canto blood.

On the other hand, i have small puffy eyes now i've never been more tired.
Okay but i still have perfectly nice teeth.

Great. Incoherent.
Goodnight.

2009-09-17T23:15:00.004+08:00

She's gorgeous.Everything everything everything faannnnnn is a stunning woman.

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Finally i've got rid of my shrub i have soft fluffy hair now.
And i snipped it off so that it's significantly shorter.
Ok part two's coming tomorrow.
blond brunette redheads.

2009-09-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

恨铁不成钢
This is seriously worse than studying for myself.

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On a sidenote, Mr Phoon is laughing madly at Jas and my convo right now.
" jie! you see her hahahahahhaha, reminds me of how she laughs! So funny! HAHAHAHAH!"

2009-09-12T01:55:00.002+08:00

Kids are an amazing lot. Today, monster cried because she was hungry. Actually she was sobbing. Then she came in with a BOX OF BISCUITS, and started being real chirpy and happy. So simple i love simple happy people.

Jas just left. Ok that was two hours ago it's 2am right now.
I need to archive my notes and make some space for new ones, stop procrastinating since it's been 4months since the hols started. Suddenly it seems like i'm rushing for time.

Okay.
I need to trim the shrub a little i don't know what to do with it anymore and my hairbands scrunchies keep going missing i'm in a mess.

I am craving for that indian white beehoon thing in one piece like beehoon pancake? The one that you eat with orange sugar and coconut. And kueh lapis. And tissue prata. And onehoneh and ice milo. I suggested for kazzz to buy me some from near his house then we can make do with sitting at the cafe alfresco, but it's been half an hour and he hasn't reply me.

I shall sleep and tmrw morning i can eat my indian beehoon pancake.

2009-09-07T01:19:00.003+08:00

" for god's sake you need to stop munching on bread. "

He left out banana cakes.
I LOVE BANANA CAKES NOW.

2009-09-04T22:28:00.004+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end so you feel secretly happy because you miss copying notes and then feel a bit depressed when you think back about how good life has been for the past months.

Life's good when...

You get to roll in bed and snooze the alarm for 35 minutes then go back to sleep and decide when you want to really wake up. Then you sit down and munch one 4 different kinds of bread because there's this new bakery down the street and they make really nice bread, flipping through magazines at the same time and switching channels like nobody's business.
Two hours later you feel so tired you go back to bed and wake up after a 3hr nap to eat and watch tv again. And keep smiling to yourself then count the time until it's time for you to come online at night!

Or.

You get to spend so much time swimming to the extent you can memorise which lifeguards work on which days and who they pair up with. Then you feel like you're super lucky when this really stern looking female lifeguard smiles at you and you want to laugh because you never knew that she had braces and while swimming your laps you keep wondering if she didn't want to smile because she was inferior about having braces on. While swimming your laps, you also think about why there's not hot lifeguards like on tv so you wonder if it's feasible to write a complaint letter to the management and suggest that they hire cuter hotter guards, making a mental note to remind them that it's part of the privileges you should recieve for paying the club membership fee. And you get to hit the library and borrow all kinds of stupid books but never has the time to finish reading them, though you are reaalllllly free.

Or.

You have so much time pondering about how you want your bestie to be your maid of honour and how you want to be hers during your weddings. And while beaming happily at these lovely thoughts you realise it won't work out because if your bestie gets married first she can't be your maid of honour and if you get married first you can't be hers so you're determined to work a solution out. "SO HOW QIU? Let's brainstorm." , you want to tell her that.Before you even think of a solution for this you realised that your toenails look pretty awful because they're painted some turqouise greenish color when it's been on there since 3 days ago. The fact that it doesnt go well with any of your sandals, you are determined to paint a new colour on your toes and while deciding on a new color you're convinced that you'll find a way to pull this color off even if it means walking on the streets barefooted. YES YOU CAN DO IT IF THE KOREANS CAN.

Or.

You have all the time in the world to get excited because your friend is wondering if he should leave for aussie soon and the aussie embassy is giving him hell loads of problem. You open up your organiser and his then look at the free slots you guys have and try to find something to do on those days. Why not when you get free rides coffee and movies. Then continue with planning what days will you have school, what you're studying and how many sets of new clothes how many pairs of shoes will you need. Lastly think of all the people you'll meet in school and make a mental mindmap of the pros and cons of meeting bitter souls vs happy souls.

And.

Life is really good when you're laughing heartily while talking to your mom and she decides to go shopping together after she saw what you've bought from your shopping spree.
That's tomorrow for you!

Now you think life is good too right, unless you're feeling real bitter.
kekekeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeex.

2009-09-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

" That woman in oversized shades having a cappuccino has got one, plus about six zillion bags from Armani. She gesticuates to her friend and reaches inside one of them -- and pulls out a pot of jam, with an Armani label.
Armani jam? Armani does jam?
Maybe in Milan everything has a fashion label! Maybe Dolce & Gabbana does toothpaste. Maybe Prada does tomato ketchup!"

- sophie kinsella

THIS IS JUST COOL IF IT HAPPENS. IMAGINE - PRADA TOMATO SAUCE WITH DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER.

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i love happy people!!

---

i love mrtall because he's an angel. like angelcupid.

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a bush is growing on my hair now. NO YOU SHOULD CALL IT A SHRUB.

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damn happy because.

i'm just happy.

like happy.

i want to show you that i'm happy.

right, i'm happy.

goodnight!

2009-08-31T01:01:00.003+08:00

I have a feeling i'm gonna love school soooo much this coming sem.
it's gonna be schooling just like two years ago with miss chan and miss huang! well, provided i clear all my mods first. I want to join yoga and frisbee.I'm a MAJOR bitch when i start bitching i'm terrified of karma really.
- I was so overjoyed when man replied to my comment she has access to evth and anth in SH god i almost teared i miss her so much alrd.
i'm feeling dizzy and looking pale like shit i better coax myself to sleep because my lappy needs some rest too.

I have no idea what i'm typing, why do you even bother to read?

goodsleep!

2009-08-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

i need to meet siew i need to meet siew i need to meet siew i need to meet siew.

omg really i need to meet siew to calm my nerves.

2009-08-26T23:28:00.008+08:00

My nsc bills amounted to such a large amount thanks to, the new morning cream made in Ireland. So, kaz insisted that my dream about scotland is a premonition to the ireland cream, what crap seriously. Kazzzzy shingy and prata was loveee, only up to the part when the breadface debate came along and when they can't stop chiding me about how i'm not paying attention to what they're talking.... i like those arms! . seriously, i don't know what i'm saying or doing nowadays.
Mrtall is like some catalyst that totally pulls the strings i love himmm i wna give him a big thankyou hug.You just know it when you wake up smiling everyother day.

Tomorrow's back to the waters with Qiu! yay.

2009-08-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

You say: "most chefs are guys!"
I say: "HAHAHA I KNOW HOW TO BAKE!higher level than cooking okayy hahaha"
You say: "but baking is easier!"

and because of that. I'm going to learn the toughest dish in the planet first!
FRIED RICE.

2009-08-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

I dreamt of - melb, scotland, taking a plane without passport, landing up in jas's hostel room, rushing for flights, puny cute dogs, dogs fishing in icebergs and not having enough clothes with me.

2009-08-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Two of my favourite bedheads.

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For two consecutive days, i've been missing my stops i don't know what i've been doing seriously.

I've been in a trance.

Fatigue.

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There are two kinds of stupidity that exists, i conclude.

One, so amazingly stupid that it makes you grin and ponder over that loveliness.

Two, so damn stupid that it makes you wonder if they've had enough vitamins for their brain.

Of course, it differs according to people.

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And karma is an interesting topic to debate on.

Damn i dont know what i'm talking about.

I need, rest.

2009-08-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

[ v] phoon says:
I ALMOST SUFFOCATED JUST NOW
Hi Qiu says:
HAHAHAHAHA
heart stopped
[ v] phoon says:
FUCK WHY MY MSN NO SOUND ONE HUH
Hi Qiu says:
WHY NEED SOUND
[ v] phoon says:
THE TENG TENG TENG TENG
Hi Qiu says:
my msn is silent all the time so irritating la hahahha
[ v] phoon says:
I LIKE!
hahahaah
Hi Qiu says:
COZ U BUSY
[ v] phoon says:
RLLY MEH
Hi Qiu says:
YAH
[ v] phoon says:
BUSY THEN NO SOUND?
Hi Qiu says:
YA
HAHAHA
[ v] phoon says:
MUST AVAIL THEN GOT SOUND?
HOW U KNOW
I TRY
Hi Qiu says:
YA
TRY
[ v] phoon says:
OK TRY
Hi Qiu says:
HAHA
TRY
[ v] phoon says:
OMGGGGGG GENIUSSSSS!!!!
Hi Qiu says:
SHIT
I KNEW THAT LIKE ZILLION YRS AGO
[ v] phoon says:
OHHHHHHH MANNNNNNS!
Hi Qiu says:
[ v] phoon says:
I DIDN'T KNOW THAT
Hi Qiu says:
HAHAHA
VERY FUNNY
TOO TIRED TO LAUGH REALLY
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

lol i'm just amazed by us.
and how we change topics.

i wanna have cuppies!!!

2009-08-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

Actually, what i wanted to say was, sun-mon was a blast.

1. pretty parking lot, ahyat and oysters and diarrheoa ( i don't know how to spell it.)
2. car rides, check-ins, jumps and guilt.
3. singing, laughing, madness inclusive of a brownie, scout and sort-of-comatose-monkey face. and. diarrheoa.
4. fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
5. American accents with nan val mon che - hysteria.
6. Attempts to squeeze 6 persons on double single beds and failing terribly.
7. Sleeptalking and sleep-like-you're-not-sleeping sleep.
8.Marvellous oatttttttssss buffet with nan and sy.
9. Swimming and tanning with mannnnn in the pool seung n hoon once were - GORGEOUS POOOOOOL.
10. HIBERNATION MODE.

Can we have these trips on a 3month basis?

2009-08-15T01:51:00.002+08:00

We could keep talking like there's no tomorrow. We could.

2009-08-13T23:37:00.006+08:00

Kaz is being a bitch right now. No one speaks like that seriously hahaha. I refuse to budge! no way no way no way!
Caught a frap in PAPER CUP after kaz said he was on the way home from sk, so he'll pass by hg so we drove back to sk for a nice talk. God i miss talking to him over coffee seriously this man can come up with one thousand crazy ideas for me to laugh at. He's freakin got everything planned out i can't help but be really amazed.

"fuck it's not working kazzzzzzzzz, i'll die before sat."
" you can only talk to me now. don't even think of fuckin clicking the mouse!"
" knssssssssss omg huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
" WHY NOT U GO TO SLEEP NOW. JUST SLEEP YOUR TIME AWAY THEN SAT WILL COME! AND STOP YOUR VULGARITIES MS PHOON! "

i have such good friends really.

Someone dear just texted me her probs today. Really, it's not worth crying over friendships when the other party don't even give a damn. People come and go. It's always those that care less who wins. Let's all be nonchalent if the friendship's not in the least mutual. We'll still live without this or that person. " BUT NOT WITHOUT HOTTIES! -quotes joe" Raises both hands and agrees. Now you see, i'm not a good friend but i have a dozen good friends! HAHAHA. and for you my friend, as long as you have your baby with you. I'm sure you'll be fine. <3

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Ok anybody?
Go to ikea with me!!!
Korean bbq with ssssangchoooo at home!!
Bake my velvet red cupcakes!!
VOLUNTEER PLS?

hahaha
Oh nothing for me to click on alrd, i can go to sleep YAY!

2009-08-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

" **tehteh** two chances left!!"

it's not even funny yet i'm grinning uncontrollably.

2009-08-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

Begin your week with an energetic flourish! You're full of verve and vitality on Monday, and you can accomplish almost anything -- at work, at home or in your love life. Starting on Tuesday and into Thursday morning, your communication skills are without equal -- you can get your point across clearly and persuasively, and no argument is too subtle or complex. On Thursday afternoon and on into Saturday, you'll want to daydream and philosophize, but you'll have a hard time getting in deep. Don't get frustrated -- sometimes talking the talk is just as good as walking the walk. This Sunday, follow your mood and don't hold back.

mightymighty horoscope.
great. ~~mr msn is not on msn.~~
fuck. i had a very bad day.
all started with my nap being interrupted.

ok it's fine now i guess. :)

2009-08-11T11:40:00.001+08:00

Helllooo omg met up with babysie ytd and it was total dope. Now i know how to read a road directory hahahahaha skip the first part of the day swimming was well, a failure. Driving was of course, amazing. Met up with the two boys aft tt for braids, stores and movies hahahahah by the end of the day i was a happy girl.

Not that my day didn't start right. To be exact, it's been brilliant these few days. Even just coming online has been, uhumph, AWESOME ACTUALLY. hahahaha i was grinning to myself while walking on the streets ytd and smiling to sleep my bro thinks i'm mad. I've been looking superrr friendly these few days okayy!! Like, people have been smiling back at me too or maybe they think i'm mad or something. Oh by the way, my bro gets really cheap deals for me like omgggg. And i've been exceptionally hooked on to the book i'm reading now i can't stop turning pages and laughing at the characters in it. Really adds on to the already good mood i'm in.

Okayyy the upcoming week's gonna be great!

You're just like the lyrics to my songs.

2009-08-08T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today's freakin happening like lalala happening. My ecp became sentosa and i lurbslurbslurbs the people and overload of calories yesyesyes dinner was dimsummmmmm with the bigbigfammm and hello i'm like hopping and skipping around the house now, and grinning to myself at the same time! hahahaha ohyes whoever i'm talking to now is nonsense and so funny tell me about it. The thought of next weekend is totally amazing hello. We can do everything under the sun!!! HAHAHAHA. And i am meeting my diva on monday we shall go majulah singapura together.

HAHAHAHA my yuhboh is damnnnn funny i am not going to blog about her because she is omega skinny looking like a model alr yet she says she's fat i am sososo jealous i am not talking about her until i see her again! HAHAHAH must be suppppeeer angry now right sharrr! HAHAHA you know i love u!!

Okayyy i think i'm in hysteria again.

hi. actually i'm laughing at the computer screen now.
NA. WATASHIWA. I.
Am really elated now.
Like superomegaultra happy.

msn is just great ok. awesome shit.
Ciaos!

2009-08-05T01:16:00.001+08:00

Hi. I feel like making red colored cupcakes. They're gorgeous. Okayy one day when i'm free.

2009-08-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

看起来傻傻的，什么都不太在乎的。。。但却把那么小的细节都记住了，真让人觉得很意外，心头暖暖的。

2009-08-01T23:03:00.006+08:00

Hello everybody, I fell down on the bus earlier like down the steps like bombombom.
Oh yes you're free to laugh!

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On a side note, i'm giggling to myself now and is extremely high aigrrrrr so cute you know!

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On a side note of the side note, 3 minutes ago, we were crazy enough to have conference call, eben and i didn't even get to speak at all.

" EH COME MY HSE SWIM LUHHH!!! We can go have ice cream after that! "
" Now uh now uh now uh? Ohmygod you guys steady?!!!"
" Ah ok nownow! I'll fetch aq first before gg to the two of yall!!"

time check: 11.15pm

I have mad friends. So now, i'm gonna get ready for my moonlight swim!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

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On a side note of the side note of the side note, i just found out this afternoon that mr.d looks like he hasnt got a haircut since exams ended. I saw him in town. Not very nice.

2009-07-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

To be precise, it was three-day-starbucks buffet and food food and more food. :(
Other than that, it was a good getaway and i love my sleeping partner who's busy enjoying herself a great deal at some beach in langkawi right now.

The boy commented that my face is now ROUNDER. So I will wake up at 6 tmr to meet ebenzertoh for our run. I WILL I WILL I WILL! try.

Goodnight!

2009-07-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

Bro says: " You don't need your vivi! and you don't need 24 of these tablets.... and one whole box of plasters?!!!"

And much more were thrown out. :(
It's never been my forte to pack light.
I've secretly sneaked the above items back in! HAHA

100 pages to finishing my book.

Adios!

2009-07-24T23:31:00.003+08:00

EVEN THE SHADOW LOOKS FAT NOW.
I'm serious.

Okayyy blogger's kinda screwed i want to switch to lj alrd. (i know i've been harping on it for a zillion times now.)
Oh thursday, anqi kazzie and i met up for a quick lunch before dropping by to collect the tiff's necklace he's got for his mom. I promise i'm so gonna rob that shop someday and i will not get married unless i receive a specially made ring from there. And so after that, we HAD TO walk by WAREHOUSE and saw a BIG SALE so we casually strolled in, each making a mental note that we don't really need anything from there.....! We ended up with carriers and kazzie bought burberry weekend for men from Sephora and i was fighting back the urge not to get anything from there but failed terribly, i've said so earlier that everyone guy should use this fragrance ok not every single of them but nobody believes me now see what happens omg. hahahah

" You see, this is the reward for taking such a controlled approach to shopping. When you buy some-thing, you really feel as though you've earned it."

I just love this one. By the end of the day, i had to deal with my own trauma of crying monster and ignoring the boy for almost the whole of the lesson. I really hate kids who cry and think that everyone will be sympathetic towards that. Ignorance. HAHA.

And so friday, jas n i finally dragged our asses back into the pool and it's so not good i ended up with homecooked meals and subway-eatfat! , for dinner. I had this tinge of joy when i was picking cosmetics for holy, it's like satisfying my own addiction to buying blushers and mascaras. All and all, it was pretty scary seeing the amount to be paid flashing at the cashier. OH I STILL NEED MY HOT PINK TOWEL. So as you can see, i'm really trying hard to SAVE SOME MONEY.

Weekends are good. Mom's in better mood.

2009-07-21T02:43:00.002+08:00

"Goodnight zhijun.

Goodnight XX.

Sweet dreams both of you.

Sleep tight both of you.

Byebye"

like small kid you know!

Hahaha

2009-07-19T23:48:00.004+08:00

"PONCHO!!!!!!"

Two seconds later, you see a red poodle, nicely groomed and trotting on hot pink puppy shoes, running over to me.
My pooooooooodle!
<3

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Anyway, i also NEED to get a hot pink bath towel and maybe a turquoise greenish one too.
I JUST NEED THEM.

oh anyway, MY PONCHO will only exist after i successfully come to terms with extra responsibilities like cleaning dog poo and buying smoked salmon or caviar dog food which sounds yummy enough even for humans. That'll probably materialise like 5 years down the road. But it sounds really cute isn't that so?
Ok two poodles then. Male one shall be named GuJunPyo while the female's poncho. Okayyy 5 years. I'll remember that.

2009-07-17T20:34:00.004+08:00

hi. look at the bassist's haircut. TOLD YALL IT'S IN TREND RIGHT. hahaha. awee i love redheds and happy songs.

anw, someone need to teach me what to say what to say what to say what to say booo.
jas n kazzzz and that person who flashes 11 teeth when smiling makes me happy! teeheee.

2009-07-16T22:23:00.009+08:00

you know, i feel like digging a hole and burying myself now.
not yet not yet not yet please.
you and you are not impressing me and over the other side, you are not trying to impress me - which is making me want to die.
not fun anymore.

exciting. grinnnnns :))))))

2009-07-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

now i totally look stupid.

then someone who was mocking at me secretly ended up looking stupid too.

another someone who came over before meeting her friends got persuaded to look stupid.

and the birthday girl, forced to look stupid.

I wanna say, man's sister is the SPLITTING IMAGE of her. omgosh. i bet the above was how lohmanying looked like when she was sec 1.
we ended up walking on the streets attracting a lil that bit of attention cuz we looked stupid.

whoa but i secretly think it's dammmmnn cool omg this is gonna be the next big trend promise.

liewanqi: " i secretly miss my bangs! but i can't do it now!!"

after her perf, i'm gg to make sure it happens!

okayyyy and in 15 mins i think yes, i ended up with two humongous taka bags with some stupid fringe rushing out of town and gg for tut the boy's gran must have thought i was mad.
now i can't stop giggling to myself.
and i don't want to go to sleep even though my head's hurting badly.
i reckon tmr morn's plans'll be destroyed for i'll prolly end up snugging in bed love my pillowsss.

and can someone tell me this is wrong omg so wrong to be laughing at the computer screen because everything this person says is so funny i want to die. it's so funny how we pause for twenty minutes and think about what to reply.
And i've been so busy these days i don't remember having a decent meal home for a long time and i missed that, so i had 3days worth of food for dinner this evening..
goodnight.

2009-07-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

I MUST BRING CHERRIES TO KIM ALR.

SHE'S TOTALLY ANSWERING MY PRAYERS

WHOAAAAAAAAAA!

GRINNSSSSSSS

ANYWAY, BELOVED QIU REQUESTS FOR ME TO SAY THAT HER HAIR IS CHIC NOT SLEEK.

I SAY STUPID SHIT.

CHIC = PRETTY

SLEEK = PRETTY + CLASS

CHIC + CLASS

SINCE SHE DON'T WANT THE CLASS

THEN I'LL TAKE IT AWAY.

DAMNNED HIGH GRINSSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-07-13T00:44:00.001+08:00

Met up with kazzie for a short lunch this afternoon before the fillial son collects his mom's birthday pres at tiff's. Some time left before i had to head to monster's and so we hung around and it was terribly wrong to have walked into sephora and warehouse, where we entered empty handed and left, well. carriers. Ok actually it's just me.

" You see, this is the reward for taking such a controlled approach to shopping. When you buy something, you really feel as though you've earned it."

It really feels this way you know!!! Not that i had intended to spend any today.
And i felt happier than kazzzie when he left the shop with burberry weekend for men i think everybody should use this fragance i've been saying it to all my boys for eons but nobody wanted to believe me seeee!

I was beeming brightly except the usual fits i get from those kids who thought that they can threaten me by crying no way i hate kids who cry, until i reached home when my mom roared at me like some alaska bomb. I was surprised at the preachings she gave me when i was practically...NOT HOME THE WHOLE DAY. yet every single shit has got to do with me. Well, we've been having pretty serious issues since the previous time and there's nothing i can do just that i rlly hate staying home now. If i can, i'll move out.

2009-07-12T02:16:00.002+08:00

" That's the thing, just like how we can never understand the intimate friendships you girls have that sends you hugging and holding hands on the streets, you girls will never understand the more than superficial friendships that guys don't show."

When did we say that boys have superficial friendships? In fact, i adore the friendships that boys share. It's like, they have telepathy and they need not be always close in contact to stay the way they are ten years ago. lurrbbbbs my boyyyysssss you know. Even msn convos can be so fun.

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I'm still in a mental state of shock, this is almost, nonsensical.
What do you guys do when this kind of thing happens?
Is life that fragile and worthless that she has to do that?
Though we've not talked for ages, how is it possible to forgot that girl who aspires to be a housewife and live her life in the way she wants, as though nothing else matters except love and whatever that makes her happy.
Isn't that good? If in one's world, nothing else matters except love.
Right now, the way she used to smile and that laughter that belongs to her keeps coming back to me.
Yes, why is it that everyone is being concerned only when she's left?
No one took her seriously i guess.
Not even herself.

2009-07-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

i'm typing an email to my favgirl now for i feel we need to get in touch with each other's lives again and shing totally agrees that jer is the splitting image of dan and the thing is both of em look equally stupid and makes you grinnnnn when they start talking if only you know how cute dan was was is is will be, and actually i swear my bp rose to 500 when i was at the kid's today it only makes me more certain that keeping dogs are better to giving birth to kids at least you wont need cpr every other day and dogs make you happy therefore i want a ppppppooodle. i'm still feeling very weird inside now i'm glad i called her on the way back i say i love sieconnie and i like jas's new hair it's blingbling shiny and it makes her look so sleek i say, i really can't go to sleep now how. am in love with papayas and bananas and freshmilk and yakult spot the similiarities teeheeee oh and how can someone be so inflexible and so not tactful we cannot co-exist tell me how i'm gg to survive?

2009-07-11T17:09:00.001+08:00

I feel like PLUCKING OUT my fringe now.

2009-07-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

My feet are sore from all the standing but these three days've been really nice and good. well... in general with food leftover from teabreaks for our teabreaks and really cute african principals that pronounces your names as ZEEEEEEEEEEEE and YAHOO and asking you if you'd wanna visit south africa one fine day and persuades you into exchanging emails and meeting fun people and running about quite alot and flashing your smile almost everywhere the only imperfection is i wanna gorge that short hair woman's eyes out. aweeee throws in the theory of fuggism i seriously HATE HER. i've been pretty much sane for the past month until kazzie's back and i have so much to pour out i realised. he's secretly running away from quarantine so that we can have ice cream together now i sound like a primary school kid anyway i just realised that i can't stay too calm and serious for long i'll go mad that's why june was really bad in a sense. You know, it's like suppressing my emotions and wanting everything to be right and by the law and straight and yep " trying to act less stupid" ( anqi) and trying to talk less bluntly and showing less attitude is JUST NOT ME. yes. and being less hypocritical too.
i secretly miss school quite a bit and i'm secretly envious when one of them at the convention told me they're going back to sim next monday.

july's gonna be quite a packed month it's really zooming by but i just found out that it seems like i have nothing to look forward to already. well screw me why am i like that? but i really almost threw my hands up in exasperation yesterday? or is it today. whatsoever. it was just that instance when i saw my phone.

haizzzzzzzz anyway i want a RICH BOYFRIEND.
ok gooooooooodnight.

2009-07-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

NOW I WANT THAT

GREY POOP

PANTS!!

2009-07-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

I've got my poop pants =)
and i want another pair of poop pants.

Monday's shopping with my pussys was good. Goodlaughter goodSHOPPING and goodfood (okayyy i love mos). I think shopping's heaven. When you have money, YOU SHOP. Totally flies you to the sky hahahaha. And i was telling my mom that she'll only get her first allowance from me in future when i get my second pay. Because my first pay's gonna go my PRADA! hahahahaah this aint being unfillial cuz she's fine with it. HAHAHAH zipia's still sucking the blood out of me especially when the brother's too hooked on it too.

sister: " ehhh... how many pieces have u chosen? "
brother: " they're not very pretty know.... topman's better. so i've chosen only 4"

ONLY 4.
ONLY's the crucial word.

on a lighter note, i cant wait for the last week of the month to come.
and next's week busybusy and omg chanjiayu let's go join frisbeeeeeee hahahah.
FRISBEE.

2009-07-01T09:35:00.004+08:00

So, i just woke up from a dream with her crying so hard over their breakup and my heart aching a big deal. Like, 2 minutes after i switched on my mobile, i saw her text telling me the exact same thing and telling me how hard it was for her the past few days, bawling her eyes out.

I find myself scary. Dreams literally happen in real life. And well, all the bad dreams to be exact. Why not the good ones?

Gloomy weather and pouring rain spoiling my morning plans and i have to get stuck home till late afternoon i'm dying of boredom i better get my ass back to sleep and WHY IS KAZZIE STILL NOT BACK it feels like 3years already the bitching urge's piling up like mad and caffeine craving's making me suicidal argghhhhhh then comes the big news he's prob gna be QUARANTINED when he's back and he's gotta be stuck home with ash and glen because there's basically no one at home and that means NO POOLSIDE PARTY when my boys are on leave and when anqi's backkkk. great h1n1.

2009-06-28T17:42:00.003+08:00

I was practically trembling with excitement.

Powerful live.

It makes me really wonder how good KT's will get.

Anyway, my hongki boy is actually

FAT.

CHUBBY AND FAIR.

but still they glow. pretty know pretty.

At the end of the day i realised that, i'm too old for this kind of stuff alrd.

Cannot breathe from too much adrenaline rush.

Met up with jas and holy aft.

I'm going to have mos burger once a week.

And boycott all other fastfood.

Mosmosmosmosmos.

Someone needs to tell me.

how to satisfy cravings for sweeeet food.

and bimbo was telling me what she's got for me.

but i don't know how to wear jeans anymore.

like, DONT KNOW HOW YOU KNOW.

and where do i find poop pants?

if you know what i'm referring to.

i combed the whole of sg and i cant find it anywhere.

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-06-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

Since young, i was never taught how to say sorry. So, even if i know i'm in the wrong, even if i know i'm sorry, I DON'T APOLOGISE. (not casual sorries i'm talking about here.)
People can forget about hearing sorry from me.
But yesterday, so much happened that i said sorry to my parents for the first time in my life.
And i also wrote a letter for this woman who's always been there no matter what.
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And on a brighter note, i'm breathing the same air and stepping on the same ground as my hongki boy. gosh i can't believe it. It's tomorrow!

=D

2009-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

Our one day tour.
It's inevitable that we're the noisest group around. But i heartttts 'em all although they can't stop mocking at me.

I want to say!
If i had one million dollars now, i'll take half of it. Bring a photo of hasegawa jun, fly to korea and tell the surgeon that " I WANT THIS FACE."
Anyway i think it's karma or something i think i look like a tranny
anyway, met up with muimui td and the sky totally hates us i promise promise promise, i think i love my girlfriends a lot and i dreamt of kaz and eben feeding kangaroos last night. And daddy says that i look better w my current skin color okayyyy all along i've been wanting to prove all these ppl wrong but know i'm think i'm kinda joining their league too. bahhhh and mom says that people become stupid if they don't have their meals regularly, is that even true?
and as you can infer, i'm kinda excited now good things have been happening these days and guanyinma gave me a GOOD when i consulted her yesterday. Omega happy and i can't believe it hongki boy is coming in what? 4 days? THIS IS LIKE MEETING THE KING HELLO?!! everyday and everyday i look at my organiser, then a smile follows. Every postive sign on the organiser signifies a negative sign on my bank book if you can even understand what i'm talking about. and i want a new phone.... for example the 3g iphone. chanjiayu we totally forgot abt toto ytd if not we might be millionaires now alrd.

I miss conniesie and sharlotyap and anqiliew so much I TOLD I LOVE MY GFS ALR RIGHT.

oh wells, goodnight!

2009-06-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hearing something that makes sense from joe's the last thing i could have imagined,

" Don't ever show your insecurities, it'll keep you feeling much more secure."

2009-06-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

I was secretly on msn, yeah secretly and was scrolling up and down trying to see who was online, until i saw someone's msn nick which made me laughed out loud. And disgust followed next. Okayy i'm still laughing at it now.

Karma. I'm going praying tomorrow with last evening's steamboat people. Well, i need to think of something to ask the gods first. I do have two in mind already.

Food. I'm craving for durians.

Hair. Fav girl snipped her hair off. SNIPPED HER HAIR SHORT. I'm seriously appalled, and well, puzzled too. Do people really cut their hair short when they're stressed, will that make everything better? TELL ME ABOUT IT.

Alright, this upcoming week's gonna be great. Kind of.

2009-06-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

On wednesday, i told myself that i should stop being THIS paranoid. I'm going crazy soon if keep scanning around like this.

Yesterday evening, i really had so much fun that i feel like going back to tell shin-g that " EH I THINK I WANT TO GO ALREADY." i bet he's reading it right now. and i want THAT DRESS FROM WAREHOUSE. hahahah. okayyy. nice cocktails nice food nice entertainment and nice people. I really do love socialising.

This evening was steamboat at jackson's. It's always these people who are a little too high, that i love hanging around with.

And at this time next week, i may jolly well be suffering from the aftermath of seeing my hongki boy, go to sleep dreaming of hongki boy and nothing else but hongki boy.

2009-06-15T19:59:00.005+08:00

IGNORE THIS.

I AM TALKING TO KAZZZZIEEEE NOW. :)
AND MY DEAREST FAV GIRL IS NOW AN OFFICIAL STAFF OF OGILVY.
COOL SHIT.

i should celebrate now.

and cone's " drag me to hell" tag sounds as if she's really asking me to drag her to hell.
ok ignore me, i'm mad. I NEED MY LBD AND I NEED A HAIRCUT. I NEED TO COLOR MY HAIR AND I NEED TO SWIM MORE. I NEED TO MEET UP WITH SO MANY PEOPLE AND WHERE IS MY YUHBOH SHE'S TOTALLY MIA. POGOSHIPTA!

i'm laughing like shit now because kazzzie's telling me about the roadside junkies and well, judy maybe. i like listening to the judy stories because it goes to show how freakin perfect ahem ahem is. i think i have one thousand things to buy so i reckon i should save up a bit but being constantly hooked to zipia is not helping. AQ's telling me to eye on the right friends so i'm eyeing on her. Jas and i saw fireworks last night and i dreamt of fireworks at clarke quay later in the night. i still can't get over the fact that mom crawled on the kitchen floor because she was freaked out by a roach. i think that XXX is super pretty i can't keep my eyes off her. Ran is suggesting that we go for plastic surg because he wants to have leeminho's pinochio nose i'm totally in for it why not why not when plastic surg makes you prettier. and i think chris lau looks like joanne peh but kazzie doesnt agree with me.

i love lemon juice i drank like 3 litres of it yesterday. durian and floor cleaning det mixed together smells like peeee. i love raisin bread i think it should be sold at 1.45 instead of 2.90.
i just had a hearty dinner and i'm already missing yesterday morn's prata. someday i'm going to open my own cake shop and a salon that's a dream a dream, it won't happen until i marry Dd. I think i should go beautify my teeth or something, pull it a bit longer or something.

oh i swam with congcong today and imagine two congs soaking in the water instead of moving kinda hilarious anyway i think her laughter changes quite a bit when she's in the pool and icy cold water i've not experienced this ever since i stopped swimming at kazzie's. anyway, today's human weather so kudos! Oh i secretly think that zoe is very cute and i'm super tempted to talk to her but i was intimidated by sarah. i'm watching this crazy vid now it's totally mad.

some things are just not worth while bothering so i've decided not to, it just takes me sometime to get over it anyway i have 3 novels and 1 cookbook to read and i should finish watching my abalone show before my new found friend sends me bof in a couple of days and i should start looking for my sol missing disc or i'll have to get a new one aweee freakin sad. humans are all making use of one another this i really really think so. call me a sceptic. and some things, you're just born with it, BORN WITH IT. no use being a wannabe. awee hate this. i hope he dies.

okay tired already. lemonjuice and fw show!

2009-06-14T15:04:00.002+08:00

To the airport for a meal before he flew off, though it's only a three weeks, I'm starting to miss kazzz after just one day.
Seriously, the fact that he's going overseas is a total abhorance to me. I hate it so much that i don't even want to talk to him about it. But seeing how excited he gets each time he mentions about his gorgeous apartment there, ( P.S: REALLY GORGEOUS.) or rather their gorgeous apartment, i can't help but feel excited for them too. It's really what they've been looking forward to for so long, i can't help but feel such strong happiness for them too, with a tinge of heartache. All along, i didn't say anything to hinder them despite the constant questions they pose me because i know that i don't see things as clearly as them. I'm always unable to make such rational decisions and i always regret my decisions. It's always the other way round, me getting advices from them.Then again, the toh's family's emigration's almost done too. I WANT TO CRY. What really makes me happy is that, eben can go look for his _____ when he reaches sydney, ok drama shit. And 5 years down the road, i can fly my poooooooooooodle to him for groooooooooooooming... hahahahahaha. and the secret to why i don't wanna make such a grand affair for my 21st is because these favs of mine won't be there to see it happen.

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and my mom woke the whole fam up this morn, at 5.30am to accompany her to macritchie. And we were really mocking at her incompetence towards everything the whole time we're walking.
and i sawwwww rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyy, in the mid of the trail funny shit.
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ok mangomangomangomango and cookbooks later.
thank god i still have jasmine qiu here. I think we can move in together.
HAHAHA.

2009-06-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

Term 2 starts on 22 September.
^^

Is it because of the holidays?
That kids are everywhere.
Parents should try to keep them home in this warm weather.
Most importantly, keep them from being a nuisance.

And the pufferfish syndrome's back, i've been feeling damn bloated since monday, yeah 4 days.
argghhhh.

No amount of water helps in hydration in this kind of weather. And starting to save the environment now definitely doesn't help. I think it'll kill oneself faster.

2009-06-09T22:04:00.004+08:00

Lol the boy's mom was damn funny. She was telling me,
"Use SPF160 next time you go swimming. You'll get skin cancer."
Well, she doesn't know my intentions yet.

Anyways, those people are coming to repair some metre box thing tomorrow, and guess what? Electricity's gonna get cut off for longer than working hours. I'll have to seek refuge at my darling's house then. grins**

top two bane of my life, no electricity and cats.

and i was warned against being indirect tomorrow. So, i'll have to speak up and be really direct to get what i want. blerhhhh. my forte.

love pumpkins totally.
and fellow pumpkin head.